Hello Everyone! I am soooo sorry that it has taken me 2 weeks to write on my blog. I have heard form many of you that you already miss my weekly emails...so I hope I can at least give you something to read.
If you were not able to make it to my talk last Sunday, here is the gist of it....with minor alterations in the actual presentation, depending on the Spirit.
I served in the New Mexico Farmington Mission, which was a mission
recently created to focus on the Children of Lehi who live here in the
southwest. Our mission covered the Navajo, Ute, Zuni, Apache, and Hopi
Reservations. Every missionary gains a testimony of the Book of Mormon, but
there is something special about loving and teaching the very people the Book
of Mormon was written to.
I have taught in cities
and towns, apartments, mansions, and one room hogans with dirt floors, and no
electricity or running water. But it didn’t matter where I was, or who I was
speaking to, because the message I shared was universal. God loves YOU. He
loves each and every one of His children. He always has and always will. He
showed his love by sending prophets who show you how to live to be truly happy.
His ultimate goal is YOUR happiness.
My favorite lesson to
teach was the Plan of Salvation, because it was all about love and happiness.
The plan is often called the Plan of Happiness; but I decided long ago I would
always think of it as a Plan of Love. God’s love is the center of it all.
Heavenly Father had a
family, a rather large one; and He desired the success and happiness of each of
His children. He wanted them to grow and mature to become all that they could,
to reach the potential He saw in them. Preach My Gospel says, “God’s whole
purpose – his work and his glory – is to enable each of us to enjoy ALL His
blessings.” He wants us to FIND those blessings, as in seek and attain peace
and joy.
Your Heavenly Father took
the time to personally teach you. I can imagine Him sitting you down, like a
young child, and saying, “I want you to grow sweetheart. I want you to have
everything. You are going to have to leave me to figure this out. But I am
going to give you a great blessing: you get to choose how you want to act. You
will choice your path. I will give you guidance, but you decide how to follow
it.” He prepared you and then sent you to earth, innocent and ready to learn.
You said goodbye to your dear friends, and entered a world created just for
you. Your understanding grew little by little.
I realized early on in my
missionary service, that everything I needed to know to teach and be a
missionary, I learned in Primary. I was so concerned about teaching
everything just right, that I
complicated the most basic of ideas. Eventually my trainer helped me realize
that I should initially teach as though it were to a primary class, because
that is the level of the person’s spiritual development. I learned that the
simple and yet profound truths of the Gospel can be found in the primary hymns.
For example, children learn exactly where they came from:
I lived
in heaven a long time ago it is true.
Lived
there and loved there by people I know. So did you.
Then
Heavenly Father Presented a beautiful plan.
All
about earth and eternal salvation for man.
You chose to be here, to
experience the confusion and peace, the joy and despair, the giggles and tears.
Your outcome depends on how you handle the situations at hand. Father in Heaven
told you in the beginning that it all has to do with your choices. Heavenly
Father and Jesus Christ counseled together and said in Abraham 3:25: “We will
prove them herewith, to see if they will do all things whatsoever the Lord
their God shall command them.”
So now you are here. You
start as a child. You learn: how to tie your shoes, to read, to ride a bike,
drive a car, hold a job, be a parent…But you also use your agency to learn
spiritual things: how to study the scriptures, pray sincerely, listen and act
according to the spirit, make covenants, keep covenants, and ultimately become
Christ like.
Another Primary song
illustrates this:
I’m
trying to be like Jesus; I’m following in his ways.
I’m
trying to love as he did, in all that I do and say.
At
times I am tempted to make a wrong choice,
But I
try to listen as the still small voice whispers…
As you learn to be like
Christ, you start to find joy along your way. Keeping the commandments allows
you to experience real happiness, the kind that seems to bubble up gleefully
from your toes, and spill over all around you. You start to smile at the
children jumping in puddles. You love to sit and talk and embrace the company
of others. You laugh out loud and let it fill the room. Your soul is filled
with a peace that feels more like an eternal hug than a feeling of stillness.
The simple pleasures in life become treasures.
For example, I have found
much joy in the last year and a half, doing things that would never have stood
out or happened before: Chopping wood in a skirt, making fry bread until I was coated
in four, getting stuck in summer rain storms, squishing through red sticky mud,
embracing and loving all things made with green chili, meeting new friends (who
must have been old friends from the premortal realm), and drooling over the
beauty of different colors of dirt in the cliff sides.
But the joy I gained from
choosing righteously was nothing compared to some of the joy felt by those who
acted to change their lives. My calling was to help others see their potential
for peace as they applied the teachings of Jesus Christ. The best example of
this mighty change was Jennifer. When we began teaching, she was slightly
hesitant and wasn’t sure this was what she was looking for. She had a lifestyle
very different from the one you and I live, and she felt comfortable there. As
we taught, she was very nervous to pray, and didn’t like that we asked her to
give the closing prayer at most lessons. Slowly her heart began to change and
she embraced the gospel, and found herself gaining courage to pray harder and
more often. She excitedly agreed to be baptized, and we decided to have a special
lesson the week before her baptism to celebrate.
We drove to Four Corners
National Monument, and had the lesson there. We started with an opening prayer
in New Mexico and introduced the lesson. Five minutes in, we moved to Arizona, after
10 minutes we found ourselves in Utah, and finished powerfully with testimonies
in Colorado. As the lesson concluded, I had a selfish thought, “Oh, wouldn’t it
be SOOO cool to have the closing prayer on the center point? How many
missionaries get to do that? One prayer in 4 states at the same time!!” I tried
to put off the thought, but it wouldn’t go away. I finally decided to ask if
she wanted to. Her eyes got big. “Oh, can we? Let’s do it!” There were people
walking all around, so as we got up close, I wondered what her reaction would
be. I was prepared to pray, but as we each situated our toes on the center
plate, and stood there with our arms folded, I opened my mouth to speak, and I
heard Jennifer’s voice instead. She prayed fervently and confidently and
thanked the Lord for the blessing of the Gospel in her life.
We got back into the car,
and she exploded in a moment of happiness. “Sisters, I am SO GLAD that we
prayed there. I felt so good! I wanted to stand tall and yell and tell everyone
there that I was going to be baptized! This is what I am going to do! I am
going to be a Mormon, and I am PROUD of it. I love this! I want everyone to
know how happy I am.”
Jennifer understood what
true happiness could be. She chose to follow Christ, and be a disciple. Jennifer’s
trials did not end there, but she learned that Heavenly Father would be by her
side along the journey. Each of you have and will experience hardships, but the
beauty is that we have the Atonement to raise us from the depths of pain,
forgive us for our mistakes and sins, and lift us to a new empowered level. The
Atonement is the greatest example of Love Heavenly Father can show us. His
“Plan of Hapiness and Love” would not work without Christ’s sacrifice and
resurrection.
I finally understand a
portion of the Atonement. I was praying and praying to understand it for
months, and I couldn’t figure out why my prayers were not being answered. I
felt stuck in a trial that I could not bring myself out of. Why couldn’t I make
my companion happy? How could I overcome her oppressive comments? When will I
get out of this? How come my level of understanding of the Atonement was not
deepening? Why in the moment of this deep and painful trial was I not being
empowered? How come? Why? When?
I was so blind. I was
focused on me, and what I could do. He was answering my pleas, by sending me a
companion who gave me the opportunity to apply the Atonement. He stood there
the whole time, sayings, “Let me take your burden. You don’t have to carry it.
Let me in, and you will find yourself. You will have peace, if you stop trying
to be so independent. Let me heal you.”
I finally embraced him,
and noticed the hand reaching down to lift me up. He forgave me of my
shortcomings and faults. He healed my broken and depressed heart, and He made
me stronger than I have ever been. The Atonement can and will do that for EACH
of you…IF you CHOOSE to let it. You can choose happiness. You can choose to
feel and embrace His Love.
Another Primary song,
helps the children to recognize why they are here, what they have to do, and
where they are going.
My life
is a gift; my life has a plan.
My life
has a purpose; in heaven it began.
My
choice was to come to this lovely home on earth,
And
seek for God’s light to direct me from birth.
I will
follow God’s plan for me,
Holding
fast to his word and his love.
I will
work, and I will pray; I will always walk in his way.
Then I
will be happy on earth and in my home above.
You are seeking for that
home above. Someday, the time to choose in this life, will end. Your spirit
will separated from your body as your body will stays on earth, and your spirit
moves to the Spirit World. If you have made righteous choices, you will find
yourself in a realm of peace and
happiness. You will know that you have lived your life in a way that makes
Heavenly Father proud. You will have the opportunity to share the gospel with
those who did not know about its blessings, and you will help them find the joy
that you have already experienced. They are able to choose how to act and what
to do, because God’s gift of agency still continues on. You will have the
blessed experience of feeling God’s love for his children, and having that love
and joy swell as you watch them make changes in their life. If you teach
Heavenly Father’s children here or in the Spirit World, the goal is still the
same.
The ultimate goal is to
see these individuals again in the Celestial Kingdom. What joy that experience
will bring. The most tender moment of my mission, was when a dear soul
testified to me, that they would do all in their power to reach the Celestial
Kingdom, because they wanted to live in peaceful bliss. Heavenly Father wants
you to return to him. He wants you to be happy there, and he wants you to have
your family by your side.
This is His Plan of Love:
what greater love exists, than that within a family? What greater happiness is
there, than a family joined together in smiles and memories? Do you desire to
be with your parents? Do you want to embrace your children in the Celestial
Kingdom? Then make the choices necessary to do so. Remember the simple words of
the Primary hymns,
I have a
family her on earth.
They are
so good to me.
I want
to share my life with them through all eternity.
Families
can be together forever,
Through
Heavenly Father’s plan.
I always
want to be with my own family,
And the
Lord has shown me how I can.
The Lord
has shown me how I can.
